January 2010
1/29/10
I haven’t really “blogged” much lately, besides reblogging stuff. I’ve been either lazy or busy with hospital stays. I don’t have one for a couple of weeks, so that’s good. My moods been a bit on the ‘eh’ side. I have my highs, & I have my lows. But I feel I have more lows than highs. Whatev. My craving for a lot of food has slimmed down a lot. I...
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I've decided
I think I know what I want to do after high school. Go to a 2 year community college, take some classes on photography. If I don’t have a decent job by then, maybe find a good paying job. Move out, get a cheap apartment somewhere outside of O’fallon. That would be nice. When I get a good amount of money, I want to travel. I want to get out of this town, meet new people, try new foods,...
“It’s just that I don’t want to be somebody’s crush. If somebody likes me, I want...”
– Perks of Being a Wallflower (via poignant) (via quote-book)
Weekend 23-24
Since I’ve been craving crab, me, my family, my boyfriend, & his family, we all went to Harrah’s casino for their crab & steak dinner buffet. Boy, was that amazing. Even though we had to wait forever to get in, & forever to pay, it was worth it. The place is huge, and the ceiling was painted like the sky. I tried some weird clam stuff, it was slimy and disgusting. All I...
Oxford Comma- Vampire Weekend
Yesterday, I had to get my blood taken so they could fax the stuff to Children’s so they can see my counts. They went down, but they’re supposed to.
After that, me & momma visited my old 5th & 6th hours. Everyone was SO happy to see me there. It’s weird kind of, since I really didn’t expect many to miss me since, well, I’m not really that much of a talkative...
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Ramble:
I get so moody. Sometimes I don’t even know what to do with myself. I love my boyfriend. SOSOSOOSOSOSOS much. Hopefully he reads this one day, and smiles. Our 16th month will be a week from today. I’m making him an awesome birthday/anniversary card. I’m so stoked to start making it during my hospital stay next week. Anyways, today I didn’t really do much. But I did get a...
I am officially done
taking people’s shit. Grow up. Is that too hard to ask for?
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lalala
Blood count level is up, but I have to go get my blood taken tomorrow to make sure it’s up for a bit. Woke up today and felt like crap somewhat. I’ve done nothing but lay in my bed, watch tv, and lurk on here. Later I’m getting my hair cut short!
p.s. I’m home now, but who knows for how long. :/ I go in for my 4 day stay on Monday. And now I have work to do from school.
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“Nobody is perfect. Everyone has their own little idiosyncrasies. Some people...”
– Robin Williams (Submitted by: flairey) (via quote-book)
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“It’s not a miracle we needed
No I wouldn’t let you think so”
– Phoenix : 1901 Lyrics
Cafateria food
is gross. I wanna go home and eat home cooked meals by my mom. :-(
Things are looking better today
I used to have to take a shot in my leg to make my red blood count level up, and fuck, the medicine burns so bad going in. I would cry thinking about it. Haha I’m a big ol’ baby so whatever. I don’t get to go home today, but it would have been nice. Possibly tomorrow. Me & momma are gonna go on a diet together, & try & lose weight together. Walking on week...
“We lie together. Smiling and holding on to each other and the night and the...”
– A Little Million Pieces, James Frey (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power....”
– Washington Irving (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“You don’t have a soul. You are a soul. You have a body.”
– C.S. Lewis (via maluna)
Lately
I’ve been in a down mood. I feel as if my friend’s don’t even want to see me. Just a few seconds wouldn’t hurt. I mean I understand some don’t want me to get sick/and or my location is part of it too. Iono it just get’s lonely sometimes. Yeah I have my family around me, it just would be nice if my friend’s would stop by and say hi. I know I’ve been...